"Healing" is an unreleased collaboration by Camila Cabello and Shawn Mendes. The song was intended to be on Camila Cabello's third album, Familia. The song was eventually given to Fletcher. The song was later leaked on April 17, 2023 alongside with "Don't Tell Me", "Backwards", "Somebody", "Time" and "Unforgettable".
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Lyrics[]
[Intro: Camila Cabello & Shawn Mendes]
I've been feeling
Inside out in my feelings
Upside down, on the ceiling
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I’m finally breathing
The smoke ain’t gone but it’s clearing
I ain’t there yet but I’m healing
I ain’t there yet
[Verse 1: Shawn Mendes]
Inhale, exhale on repeat, yeah
At the top it’s hard to breathe, yeah
Falling down a million times
Wish I could take my own advice
And you know it’s never easy
Trying to piece the broken pieces
That’s what I’ve been working on
Thе journey is a work of art
[Pre-Chorus: Shawn Mendes]
Sometimes it feels likе I’m the only one
Holding myself so I don’t come undone
[Chorus: Camila Cabello & Shawn Mendes]
I've been feeling
Inside out in my feelings
Upside down, on the ceiling
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I’m finally breathing
The smoke ain’t gone but it’s clearing
I ain’t there yet but I’m healing
I ain’t there yet but I’m healing
[Post-Chorus: Camila Cabello & Shawn Mendes]
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain’t there yet but I’m healing
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain’t there yet, mhmm, mmm
[Verse 2: Camila Cabello]
I’ve been talking to the mirror
Telling me I’m always with ya
I got some scars from where I’ve been
But that’s the skin I’m living in
Little bit up, little bit down
That’s my day and night
Tryna get up, turn around
But it just stays the same
Wanna get up, wanna get out of this hole I’m in
To get back to myself again
[Pre-Chorus: Camila Cabello & Shawn Mendes]
Sometimes it feels like I’m the only one
Holding myself so I don’t come undone, oh-no-oh
[Chorus: Camila Cabello & Shawn Mendes]
I’ve been feeling
Inside out in my feelings
Upside down, on the ceiling
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I’m finally breathing
The smoke ain’t gone but it’s clearing
I ain’t there yet but I’m healing
I ain’t there yet but I’m healing
[Post-Chorus: Camila Cabello & Shawn Mendes]
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain’t there yet but I’m healing
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain’t there yet but I’m healing
[Bridge: Camila Cabello & Shawn Mendes]
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain’t there yet but I’m healing
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain’t there yet but I’m healing
[Outro: Camila Cabello & Shawn Mendes]
I’m finally breathing
The smoke ain’t gone but it’s clearing
I ain’t there yet but I’m healing
I ain’t there yet
[Intro]
I've been feeling
Inside out in my feelings
Upside down, on the ceiling
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I'm finally breathing
The smoke ain't gone but it's clearing
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
I ain't there yet
[Verse 1]
Inhale, exhale on repeat, yeah
Lately, it's so hard to breathe, yeah
Falling 'bout a million times
It's a miracle I'm still alive
No one said that it was easy
Tryna piece the broken pieces
But that's the shit I'm working on
The journey is a work of art
[Pre-Chorus]
I can't erase all the things that I've done
But all the mistakes made me who I've become
[Chorus]
I've been feeling
Inside out in my feelings
Upside down, on the ceiling
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I'm finally breathing
The smoke ain't gone but it's clearing
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
[Post-Chorus]
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
[Verse 2]
Breaking down, don't mean I'm broken
Losing hope, don't mean I'm hopeless
And maybe all I need is time
It never happens overnight
[Pre-Chorus]
I can't erase all the things that I've done
But all the mistakes made me who I've become
[Chorus]
I've been feeling
Inside out in my feelings
Upside down, on the ceiling
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I'm finally breathing
The smoke ain't gone but it's clearing
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
[Post-Chorus]
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
[Bridge]
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain’t there yet but I’m healing
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain’t there yet but I’m healing
[Outro]
I’m finally breathing
The smoke ain’t gone but it’s clearing
I ain’t there yet but I’m healing
I ain’t there yet
[Intro]
I've been feeling
Inside out in my feelings
Upside down, on the ceiling
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I'm finally breathing
The smoke ain't gone but it's clearing
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
I ain't there yet
[Verse 1]
Inhale, exhale on repeat, yeah
Lately, it's so hard to breathe, yeah
Falling 'bout a million times
It's a miracle I'm still alive
No one said that it was easy
Tryna piece the broken pieces
But that's the shit I'm working on
The journey is a work of art
[Pre-Chorus]
I can't erase all the things that I've done
But all the mistakes made me who I've become
[Chorus]
I've been feeling
Inside out in my feelings
Upside down, on the ceiling
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I'm finally breathing
The smoke ain't gone but it's clearing
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
[Post-Chorus]
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
[Verse 2]
Breaking down, don't mean I'm broken (Yeah, I'm broken)
Losing hope, don't mean I'm hopeless
And maybe all I need is time (Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah)
It never happens overnight
[Pre-Chorus]
I can't erase all the things that I've done (I've done)
But all the mistakes made me who I've become (But I still take 'em back)
[Chorus]
I've been feeling (Ooh)
Inside out in my feelings (My feelings)
Upside down, on the ceiling
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I'm finally (Finally) breathing
The smoke ain't gone but it's clearing
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
I ain't there yet but I'm healing (But I'm healing)
[Post-Chorus]
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
[Bridge]
I'm finally, breathing (Oh, oh-ooh, oh, oh, oh)
The smoke ain't gone but it's clearing (Ooh-ooh, ooh)
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
I ain't there yet but I'm healing
[Outro]
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain't there yet but I'm healing (Healing)
Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, yeah, yeah
I ain't there yet
Trivia[]
- The song marks the second collaboration between Camila Cabello and Shawn Mendes. Being the first "What A Wonderful World (One World: Together At Home)".
- The demo coincides with the beginning and parts of the end of the Camila's Version giving to understand that from there the idea was taken for the final version of the song.
- The file name (Healing Rough_2) indicates that there may be more versions prior to the final version.
- Fletcher has two official versions of the song that are the clean and censored "s..." and the explicit version.
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